Friday morning

I need to write. Not for anyone else but for me. I'm sad. So very very sad. I miss my hubby. He's at work. I feel frustrated with certain situations in life that I have very little or no control over, or if I do, I don't know how to control them, to take them into my hands and make them work right. How do you grab control, or is it suppose to be that not everything is going to be in our control? I hate feeling out of control. And my head hurts. Right behind my eyes. And the weight stays on my shoulders. As my mom says, "well, I can deal. God gave me broad shoulders". I just wish I was perkier today. Even though the outside may seem perky, the inside is raining. Maybe blue skies will come out later.

But I have company, so things are starting to look up. Company is fun. We've got fun stuff to do and a few more dinner entrees to make. Oh yeah, and I have to iron my clothes for this weekend. Ok, until next time...